I'm not sure at this point in my life if I anylonger believe there is a "God". I use to believe alot. But after years of the continuing path that I've gone down that keeps dropping lower my faith has been lost. Something I found in life that made things seem right again when everything was wrong was a book. This book is something a friend of mine in NY I gamed with for 4 years sent me, about this man: Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi also commonly known just as Sri Ramana Maharhi. His teachings helped me alot. Its definately a different aspect to come from.


http://www.sriramanamaharshi.org/
http://www.arunachala-ramana.org/
http://www.arunachala.org/

If you ever seriously decide to study his teachings you must think long and hard about it and delve deep. His teachings are confusing to most at first but to me very self fulfilling.