I disagree Jet, everyone and I do mean everyone respects you or say Donk regardless of what you say or do, whether you fail or succeed, in anything you desire to push forward or make official. It is a double standard, and cannot be observed by those who garner such respect or honors so I would not expect anyone to really notice the negativity I endured as opposed to what they commonly receive. I would think actions speak louder than words and I have throughout my time here served in whatever capacity I could, and no matter what I've done here all I've received is 100% of the blame, or hostility, the worst part is as each person jumps on the bandwagon when the wagon does finally run me through it was 20 times heavier than it should. so how can that phenomenon be explained?
Well from my perspective only one way, I must be wrong or people must be kissing certain peoples ass, or both. Either way I lose so, I have refrained from trying to do any further damage, but as the H8 box shows when I do go quite people see their chance to twist that knife in deeper and I respond. So who's the real villain here? I can't see how it is me simply because I respond to the H8 being thrown at me. forget it...I'm going back to where the real fun is.
all this BS in this thread is exactly what I mean by being made the villain and getting slapped in the face.
With all due respect (And respect is due), you chose this path for yourself. You and several others engaged in the most heated and borderline joking in the history of this organization. Once you choose that path, it is hard to tell what is a joke and what is real. I saw this progress to the point that people left, and some friendships were damaged.
You cant have it both ways, and I dont envy your position at all.
As for me personally, I am a Drakiis fan despite some rough times between us.
As for my tenor as a leader, I have been through everything you can imagine. I have endured some of the worst betrayals you can imagine. From sabotage, to embezzlement, to outright theft, and some of the worst coup attempts you can imagine. It is a thankless job.
I can see this climate is no fun for you, and if I were you I would make a post that my guild friends could see and state the following:
"I have engaged in some serious teasing and questionable humor over the years and it is affecting my ability to enjoy my membership in this organization. I would ask all of my brothers and sisters to call it quits as I am going to when it comes to this kind of humor. I will treat you all with respect in word and deed if you would all offer the same back to me. I appreciate your understanding in this matter"
I would certainly respect something like this, and would encourage you to try it.