I know it is not THAT big of a deal to have to wait a few more weeks and it is stupid that this is consuming me but I have never been a part of a large, solid guild and have never been in a game at it's launch. This will be my last MMO so I am just dying to get in day one. Not getting the beta wasn't the end of the world but it killed me for a bit.

I want to be a part of something big and I want to show that I am a solid part of this guild. So I guess I am saying forgive my constant bitching until I get in lol.